No one in this interesting world is perfect or close to being perfect. We can all say, I'm closer to the Lord than you are or I do work for the people and so forth. But is that the right way to show our "True" love and dedication to those we know. By saying or doing things that may either hurt or kill relationships isn't the right way in letting them learn and grow for themselves. We can only do whats right in our lives for others to take in what may help them. Forcing and dictating other lives won't make us better, it would only lead to failer. We may all just pretend that nothing fase them when hard or easy problems come to them...we need to think smart before saying or making things more or less of a problem. Stay true, stay real to yourselves. There's nothing worst than to "act" or "fake" your way through life. Trust me I've seen to many in my days. I hope many of you "stay real" in all that you do.
Hey everyone...I really need all your help!!! I'm trying to update my genealogy portfolio and I need updated photos of you individually and your family. It's important that we continue to keep in touch with one another and make sure we all know who is who...ya get my drift! lol! Well let me know it you would like to send me photos of your family or have me take it for you...either or it don't matter. I'm almost done with my book so Mika and I can have our own Wolfgramm Family Genealogy Photo Book for our children and their children to have. Sometimes we just need to share those "special" memories with our families to come. Hope to here from you all soon. Thanks, Jay
In Birthday Companion Friend Husband Love
Happy 25th Birthday, Mika!!!!!
Posted on Monday, September 22, 2008
In Abuse Childhood Enduring Family Mom Over Come Single Parent Thoughts
Over coming....the fear of another
Posted on Saturday, September 20, 2008
Have you been in a situation so bad that you don't know how to get out? Have you ever feared for your life because of something that happened? Have you ever thought about giving up on life because you either can't handle it or it's just too difficult to bare? How far will you go to do something about it? It's never too late to find help.
I know how it feels to be in a hard and terrifying situation. My childhood has made the biggest impact on my life, because of what I have witness and what I've experienced.
Coming from a single parent household, fear wasn't an option to run away from when trouble hits, only each other. I couldn't bare to see my mother get beat by my biological father. Day and night was the same routine, he would come home from military duty, boss me and my siblings around like we were garbage. Demand my mom to prepare him food when he calls for it, drink 5 cases of beer while watching his kung-fu movies, have his drunken friends pop in and out like lice, just to have a drink. Next he would beat on my mom, when she didn't do anything wrong, just to show off to his military buddies that he's the man and that he's strong. Laughter would be roaring through the house and at the same time cries from frighten children will be soaring because what they are seeing been done to their mother. Blood, tears, anger, pain, and a hard fist was streaming all over my mothers helpless body. No one would stop my father as he continues to beat her over and over again. Dragging her body through the back door and suddenly throwing her into the kiddie pool. Pushing her head down as if she doesn't need to breath. Yelling and screaming to her wet head telling her that she's nothing, in hoping that she would talk back to him so he could beat on her some more. Then the fun for my so called father's friends began to cease. Fear, rage, arguments, fights was all around me. I couldn't do anything, I was only 5 years old. For a moment there I thought my mom was dead, but I soon saw my mom slowly popped her head up as my older sister came to her rescue. With a scared and shaky voice coming from my mom as she rushed towards my sister to protect her, she silently whisper into my sisters ears and said "it's OK, mommy will be alright. Please don't cry, I'll be alright my love." Right there was a moment I will never forget. Each day I pray that we will be out of this hellish hole we called "home". When that day came, my mom was full of joy, not only to be out of a abusive relationship, just the joy of having her little family safe from harm.
Fear is the way of the devil. He only wants you to be damn in misery because he doesn't want anyone to be happy.
By my mothers faith and strength to move on, was the best thing that could ever happen for me and my family. Faith is the way and truth is the light. No matter what may happen in our lives or what has already happened that is bad, we need to turn to the Lord each day for guidance and protection. And he will be there for you each step of the way. I believe that through faith, anything is possible. I am a sure witness of faith, because of my mom. And because of her faith, I'm here living my life through faith and happiness with my eternal companion, Mika. I do love my father, no matter what has happened in the past. The lord gave us a commandment to "Forgive" one another. And by that I shall continue to be strong and close to the Gospel.
In Being there for Someone Mom
When you heal a broken heart....
Posted on Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Do you remember when you had your first real conversation with someone you really liked? Do you remember when you had your first fancy meal with that special someone or a few of your close friends? Do you remember your first concert? Do you remember the first music album you bought? Do you remember your childhood friend? Do you remember the first time you bought yourself a new pair of shoes or clothes(without your parents consent)? Do you remember saying your first swear word to someone? Do you remember the first time you were rebellious to your parents? Do you remember your first kiss? Do yo remember your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Do you remember when you got married? Do you remember when your first(or all) of your children were born? Do you remember your first real argument? Do you remember the first prayer you gave? Do you remember when you were baptized? Do you remember the feeling you had that special day? Do you remember when you received the Holy Ghost? Do you remember the first time you enter into the Temple? Do you remember when God was with you everyday of you life? These are some questions that we may forget, want to forget or we can't forget. Life is hard when bad things come in and out of our lives, I know I had many. But we just need to sit down for one minute or so and just remember the GOOD things in our lives, to help ourselves to be more closer to each other and especially with the LORD. How often do we remember him in our busy lives? For some it's not often, but there are some who try to keep the Lord with them at all times. We aren't perfect, but we can always try! Remember HIM often in all that you do, and he will ALWAYS remember YOU to!
OK...for many of you out there who knows me enough...I really don't like writing any blogs, but this I must write about...it's about "There for Tomorrow". Yep, the band that's all over my blog like a virus or something. Well I'm on their street team and they needed people to help and promote their show across the county. So I told my friend Katie that I would love to help them out....so, this is where all of you that reads this come in. I'm helping TFT(There for Tomorrow) promote their show on October 8 @ The Great Salt Air. The cost is $18.00 at the door and the show starts at 6pm. If you know anyone that likes their smooth yet crazy rock style, then let them know to come and check out TFT show next month. You can also check out their website: www.therefortomorrow.com and look at their show list and pass the word to everyone you know who lives close to where they will be playing. Every and any help will do to show your support for There for Tomorrow. They are really cool and real to the core. If you have any questions for me...you can leave me a comment. Thanks everyone!!
In car irritation issues mechanical problems stress
Just another day....
Posted on Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Today wasn't a good day for me. Well neither for my hubby Mika. So much stuff happens in our lives because there are purposes for it to happen. I don't like it one bit! But I'm trying to keep my cool for both Mika and I. Early this morning I knew something bad was going to happen to our so-called "new car". Every time it starts there is something inside that is causing the engine to pull more work when it should. Some censor or whatever it's called was bad, and so the mechanics fixed it, or so they thought. It still stops at every friggin' stop light or whenever it dies. Then my poor hubby went to Checkers Auto and bought a carburetor cleaner to clear out the exhaust. That didn't help either. Oh the irritation we both felt about our car. That was one of the problems, then it still kept on braking down while we were driving. AAAHHHHHHH!!!! This is sooo annoying!
Don't get me wrong, I love it that we have a car, it's just so many problems and too much money going into this car that it's making us dead broke. Hey I guess it's one of those issues that we all have to face sooner or later in our life time. I just hope we get it all fixed before winter, or something ever worst might happen to either Mika or myself.
Well as long as I have faith and continue to asked for humble guidance from the Lord, I know our beloved "new car" will be fixed! And that's my irritation for today!
In Family Family History Genealogy
Doing the work for your love ones...who past on
Posted on Monday, September 1, 2008
This week has been the most glorious time of my life. I had the greatest pleasure in doing the work for my beloved grandmother, Ailafo Elu in the temple. Oh how I felt her spirit so strong with me through her baptism, conformation and initiatory. Tears was running through my face, happiness and joy was over whelming my body. It was unbelievable. All the missionary sisters were so happy for me and they comfort me through each spiritual task I was doing for my grandmother.
I would never change this experience for anything!
Now I'm trying to get her endowments done next week so I'll be able to finally seal my grandparents for all time and eternity. This is what I'm more excited to do.
I'm just grateful to have every opportunity in doing the work for my grandmother and her parents, parents and so forth. It's a wonderful experience and feeling each time I accomplish a spiritual task. I'm so excited to go to the Family History Center in the morning to find more names and print out cards to start doing more family names and their work. May we all have the spirit of Elijah and do the work for our kindred dead.
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