Moving forward

Even thought so much has been going on with my life, I've never really sat down and write down the things I'm grateful for...well at this point I can't. I want to do so much, like fixing things, going places, eating new foods, meeting new people, have an adventure or even drop out of the map!?! Nothing seems to be coming to plan for me, so what do I do? Look for something else to do that is cheap, affordable, easy and worth doing for nothing. So I'm just writing anything on here to keep my mind open to whatever comes my way. I pray and hope something good comes cause I'm starting to loose it!?! Come what may I guess!?!